First, what the hell are "seegworts"? Genuinely confused here.
Second, I want to take apart this whole notion that you should receive sympathy just because you apologize.
Urh was banned for many reasons, all of which were legitimate.
He apparently loved the forum so much that he couldn't stay away. He snuck back in, made comments from time to time, and because we weren't sure if it was him, we couldn't ban him. Let's bear in mind that he had already been banned, and getting around a ban this way is, in itself, a rule violation.
So no, you don't get to just fess up and have your misdeeds hand-waved. The appropriate thing to do would've been to approach a staff member privately and via appropriate channels if you wanted to apologize. In this instance, I'm not sure that it would've changed anything, as a considerable amount of harm was done before Urh was banned in the first place, but it never hurts to try. Hey, everybody makes mistakes, after all, and if there appears to be a genuine desire to fix things, that goes a long way.
Unfortunately what we have here is a lot like a burglar getting caught, put in jail, breaking out somehow, stealing from a few more houses, then turning himself in. He's...kind of not going to walk free after that. If you were so apologetic for your actions, why did you have to sneak around and break more rules?
Nope. Not buying it, not for a hot second.
Check out my Manamon text walkthrough at the following link:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/z8ls3rc3f4mkb … n.txt?dl=1