@ishan Because as i've mentioned previously when I left, I don't belong as a part of this community. Yes i'm grateful for the support, but at the end of the day, I still have to have some form of enjoyment in game development in order to do it, and quite frankly my offline problems are things I only discuss with my friends, not a hole community. I develop for the community because apart from coding my work I enjoy shairing it. Like you said yes its possible to solve problems if you devote yourself to it, which is exactly what I did by closing off game development. Not only was it getting in the way and becoming the sol thing I did every day, but it was starting to become a reason not to set my outside life back in order. Which, support from players of my games weather it be you or anyone else couldn't fix, and like doing a drug or drinking too much, sometimes, if you do it too much, ya gotta step away and rebalance, if you don't, it doesn't matter how much support you have, it leads to first unenjoyment of your work, deterioration in quality, writers block, then to depression if your not careful. And sometimes, i've gotta stop thinking about what you as my players want and more about what I, as a person want. Besides, I can't be the only one who thinks that setting ff aside was a good idea. If it'd been released it would have been a retelling of the project alpha storyline, something i'm sure, we're all, tired of by now, come on, it can't just be me who's getting tired of the ol dead space inspired telling of the beginning storyline with the original project alpha and who want's to see more of the sequel that's been long prommissed. Besides the storyline now is good enough as is, it just needs a few patches to cover up some of the plotholes.
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