@Ghostrider, I'm sorry your new year is working out like that and your feeling such profound levels of apathy.
Howeverr, apathy is something that comes and goes.
You cannot change how your feeling, but it's far too easy to get into a spiral where your feelings cause you to act in such a way as to make those feelings worse.
For example, your feeling depressed so you do not eat, which in turn lowers your blood sugar, which causes you to feel more depressed so makes you less likely to eat etc.
You are showing determination in the way your enduring this, however might I suggest you find a point when you have the energy and put some of that determination to practical use in considering how to deal with the symptoms of what your feeling, sinse otherwise you'll just be enduring the same thing.
As I said, try and deal with the situation rationally if you can, sinse ultimately if you don't try to change anything, nothing will change, and while there is much you cannot change there are some very basic things you can do and would probably be better for doing them than just sitting around and feeling powerless.
Sorry if this is harsh, I have definitely been there and do appreciate the situation, however it's from that very fact that I'd suggest you perhaps need to put your considerable mind to work on this.
Remember, to quote Kiel Randor's father in the awesome Sf action adventure story young legionary, "Your feelings are like wild creatures. Try to crush them, or to pretend they aren't there, and they'll fight you, and they'll get stronger. You need to know them, learn and understand them. Let them come out where you can see them, and then, master them! Your feelings belong to you, you cannot belong to them!"
With our dreaming and singing, Ceaseless and sorrowless we! The glory about us clinging Of the glorious futures we see,
Our souls with high music ringing; O men! It must ever be
That we dwell in our dreaming and singing, A little apart from ye. (Arthur O'Shaughnessy 1873.)