Heh. Majimonsters sounds interesting. Though, I know how that is looking for groups for games. I'm kind of surprised you haven't been able to find one for Starfinder.

I used to disparage tabletop RPGs and DND and stuff like that. I used to make fun of all the dice-rolling, and would sneer at people "wasting" hours of their lives. And LARPers? God, that was even worse.
Then, quite frankly, I stopped being so full of myself. It happened because I got to actually witness people playing DND, and realized that even watching it was sort of fun. This was back in 2007 or so, when housemates I was living with at the time got together a group that would convene every week or two in our living room for a few hours. The dice-rolling, while necessary and a little fourth-wall-breaking if I thought about it a lot, was pretty natural, given that there was also game chatter happening. I soon realized that while I didn't ever see myself getting fully into it in the way some folks do, I could probably enjoy the prospect. I'm an RPG nerd at the best of times, after all. Why do you think one of my dearest audiogame ambitions is to play and/or build RPGs?
Anyway, with all that said, I've still never gotten into a game of any sort, and I don't know much, but have always been interested in learning and in seeing where that might take me. It's just never been a high priority thing, that's all.

I'm currently playing and DM-ing several games of 5e on a discord server. We also have a game of Cyberpunk RED going too.
We play only in text format, but recently I convinced my brother and 2 cousins to try Call of Cthulhu 7th edition. I'm having a blast as the keeper.

I can't imagine playing something like Dungeons and Dragons via pure text. That has to go on the weirdest things I've read list. Part of what makes the game so appealing is the bond you share by communicating and talking to each other. Take it away, and you have a random dude sending you messages:
DM: You're in a room.
George: Umm, okay?
DM: Sorry, busy typing
It just... breaks the whole point of playing together and actually having a party.

I actually have enjoyed the Dots RPG  project's dice. The nice thing is that they provide 3D printer files, so if you have access to one of those, it could be potentially cheaper to go that route.  Also, Dots has lightning dice sets if you  don't like the D20. I realize that doesn't help your issues with the d4, but d20s can get hard to read in braille. Also Jayde, Why  can I see you being the person who called A tabletop session "The sadness?" LOL!!! And yeah, larpers are their own  beast entirely. Still, I hope if you do get around to it, you  find a group  you enjoy playing with.

Yeah, play by post can be fun. I don't prefer that method because I'm scatter brained enough, and having an actual session reminds me that I need to do things.

Personally, the only systems that I’ve ever really played with were either regular D and D 5E, or more recently blades in the dark. Strangely enough I’ve only on rare occasions actually experienced either of those 2 systems in the shoes of an actual player, and instead more often get talked in to taking the role of the GM. Given the fact that I normally can only really run campaigns with a friend of mine who has some, shall we say rather… interesting, tendences when it comes to TRPG’s in general, my experience with table top games has been rather a mixed bag of experiences.

To be clear, I don’t usually mind filling the role of the GM on most cases. I personally really enjoy building a world, and then seeing how the player effects it and influences in game events, it’s just that it sometimes gets frustrating when my singular player decides to take the campaign into a rather… problematic direction. Just the other week I had a situation were the player intentionally allowed himself to be ripped apart by a monster, for no rime or reason, just cause, well why not really, and this happened within the first, we’ll call it, 10 minutes of the start of the campaign.

I haven't done in-person RPGs in ages. I keep meaning to look into Tunnels & Trolls though, since I think you can get the rules and some games as PDF files, it has solo adventures too, and it uses only six-sided dice. I should look into this Dots RPG thing though, sounds interesting.

Does anyone have the accquisition inc books in a format that 's accessible? Also has anyone ever played shadowrun? it sounds fun

An accessible version of the book can be bought on D&D Beyond.
About Shadowrun: I wanted to try it for a long time, unfortunately I couldn't find players for it. But it sounds really-really cool to me.