Anyone who knows me knows I don't spend my time wisely. I don't have friends to hang with, getting a job is not worth the bull shit you go through, especially when you just get rejected, and I'm not going to college until the spring. My dad wants to do things with me. But I don't know what to do , because it's different than hanging with friends. But what really makes me not want to hang out with him is he is socially awkward about everything. He mixes the weirdest things to eat, talks about random topics that an 18 year old typically wouldn't care about, and my favorite, talks about all of his drama with friends. Ironicly, he is 63 but the drama he has with his friends makes them look like teenagers. So technically I would be hanging with a teenager, but that's mean so I am not going to say that. But he is one of those people who judges others for the simplist things he doesn't like, and always talks about how he doesn't want to hang out with them, but the next week, he is hanging with them again. And why does he feel the need to tell everyone about his teenage drama? I don't know!
Point is I'm not completely against hanging out with him, but it's going to be hard to find something that I am interested in that he will be interested in to, or have a conversation where I would actually want to pay attention. But interestingly enough I am perfectly ok with spending time with him and his friends. It is just hanging out with him alone that I am nervous about. So maybe I should ask him if he wants to do something with his friends and that would work better for me. Instead of trying to look at it as him doing things a teenager would do.
I think I went way too harsh on my dad in this post, but understand how awkward and complicated my thoughts about time with him are.
I'm sure 60 people are going to view me negatively for this. I'm not the best at explaining things so I am not even going to try revising what I wrote. I'll just deal with the responses I get for not revising my post.
Edit why did I put 60 people? I don't know. I just chose some random number.