Hello everyone!
I am sincerely pleased to be back online, an active part of the community again, hopefully for longer this time and without disappearing all of a sudden like I did in mid March.
And I really have to apologize to Dark and Cx2 with as much regret as I can muster for being away for so long without saying a word even to them! If you can forgive me, I would be glad to do my best to return even in this regard when I have time. It kind of upsets even myself that I tend to react very impulsively and spontaneously to happening events. To cut a long story short, there have been some pretty intense and unpleasant real life changes, both family and personal, that happened in such a long and rapid chain that they really left no time, room and even mental strength and interest in discussing audiogames by means of a virtual forum. I should not succumb to my emotions and circumstances so easily and completely that it makes me disregard the unimportant matters, I know, it can be somehow dangerous and certainly makes me seem rather unreliable to the public if I have some kind of duty or arrangement, like being a co moderator here.
Nevertheless, my situation seems to have stabilized itself now, and as for those things that happened the likes of which I can control to some extend, I have taken certain precautions to make sure that they don't happen again, or at least not so suddenly and unexpectedly, completely overwhelming me for ages. I should be around more or less regularly again, like before, and I really sincerely hope that nothing like this mixture of intertwined occurences happens in the future. If you don't mind, I would prefer not to discuss the affairs here in public, but nevertheless I still hope that it has not ruined my reputation, however small it might have been, completely and entirely, and that I will be able to participate in the goings-on here as actively as I was once able to.
I must have missed lots of news in the audiogaming world since March. I have caught up on some of them, like MOTA, through the site updates the last of which was done on May 27th and through the PCS game list, but I would really appreciate if someone could inform me about whatever you find significant or interesting. I have spotted Temporal, Dog who hates toast and Virtual Brailler because I first connected about two days ago and I checked through the 20 or 30 most recent displayed new topics but I really ain't gonna scroll through 500 or more topics to find every single post I have missed. LOL
thanks a lot in advance, and I am really sorry for my sudden and prolonged disappearance, not only because I have failed to help moderate the forum from spam bots but also and especially because I¨ve always enjoyed these amazing and enriching talks and I feel sorry to have been parted from them, even if they are only virtual. LOL
I'll just try to balance my life better in all aspects from now on, if that makes anything sound better.
Best regards,
Lukas