Enes:
You need to try www.scottsigler.com
His stuff is while admittedly very graphic certainly not something where the heroes walk away unscathed most of the time. In fact in at least one of his projects, all of which are intended to be published as books but are up as free podcasts, the people who do get away certainly aren't walking.
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